This site is dedicated to my spiritual and physical journey before and after the death of my husband and the father of my son from cancer. It is about grieving, loving, understanding and sharing, and living in the connection while accepting the physical separation that passing on brings. It is also about moving forward in your life from whatever challenges life hands you and living the life that is wanted for you from above.
I called the Chief of Police here in Wilmington today to ask about the issues I am having financially with Tully. He told me everything I am dealing with is a civil matter and the best place to start is the courthouse in Joliet. This is the second time I have received this advice from law enforcement. The chief did let me know that I do have freedom of speech for a dismissed case and I am going to get that question answered again for me tomorrow at the court house. I take baby steps when dealing with very important topics.
I made a call to the Joliet Courthouse today on the above subject so tomorrow when I arrive I will have an idea of where I am starting. First floor with the clerk of court’s office to schedule a court date to review my court case from two and a half years ago. The case was dismissed in April and I did not receive notice that I know of, of any kind. The simple truth is I had no opportunity for a rebuttal from what was said about me in court. I sat in the lobby and found out the decision. The things that were said about me were lies. I didn’t know what was said until after the court date and after the decision was made well into the year. My lawyer knew what was said but didn’t tell me it appears. Especially since Tully’s lawyer was in council with my lawyer and the judge. My case needs to be revisited. Especially now that so more is now known.
I think the ultimate goal for me simply is this:
Cut complete ties and cords from Tully Garrett in all ways, financial and personal.
Put the New Lenox home on the market and split the proceeds evenly between the two of us.
This would simply allow me to continue the perpetuation of the Launching Pad as a Visitor Center and Historical Museum for America and Route 66. It would allow me to finalize the payments of my little home next to the Launching Pad.
I am also asking that Tully return the $12,500 check I wrote out to him under duress. When tully is angry he is very vocal. He screams and gets in my face but never touches me. He uses this tactic as a means of manipulation. He was in my home when he did it. There are no witnesses. All I am asking him to do is return the check to the business account so we can open properly. He says he is no longer attached in any way to the business, refuses to work, and did not show up to help on a holiday weekend. This is why the Pad closed when it did.
I am going to keep journaling my way through these days and weeks so everyone is in the know as to what is happening.
I know love wins. Jesus showed me in Heaven the outcome. I do not know it. I don’t know any of the “how” details. I just know the future is beautiful and Route 66 is a ley line. It completes ancient prophecy. Jesus is coming back. I will be spending my days at the courthouse fighting for freedom and the rights of humanity. let’s see what happens. Amen. Love one another. Love God with all your heart. Let Him let the way forward.
I made these marks in my Bible a long time ago. I read the Bible from cover to cover in college and it meant a lot to me then. I didn’t understand much of the verbiage then as I think the importance of it for me then was the big picture. Now, the importance of it is massive in scope and miracles of truth are presenting themselves in real time in the details daily. I love Divine Timing.
Here’s what I will say: judgement is coming to those who harm children. Child sex trafficking and human slavery are the number one commodities being traded by evil doers around the world. This must end. I dedicate my life to bring awareness to this unimaginable travesty and I am willing to bear any evil plan or plot to get rid of me for saying so.
Shame on the media and our elected government officials for knowing about these crimes against humanity and not doing or saying anything about them. If you are compromised, you must break through, face your fears, and speak your truth.
I am not compromised, I cannot be bought, I cannot be made to fear you, evil one. I have spoken out against the world’s most feared and evil human monsters and for that I am in danger? No. Those who do harm to children are the ones in danger. People think the worst thing that can happen to you is prison. Prison is a fantasy land compared to hell. The evil people of this world are stealing children, raping them, torturing them, keeping them in cages, and then murdering them through satanic sacrifices and using their blood to extract adrenochrome to sell on the open market and their body parts for the pharmaceutical industry. Yes, this is happening every day. State supported and legally legislated late term or delivery day abortions/satanic sacrifices. Those who know I am speaking out against this are very unhappy with me.
Well, God is very unhappy with them. I am here to write it down. No fear. Why? Because I know I am even more effective on the other side with God. But I am here by His Divine Will and will do His Will daily and with a glad heart until I am home again, which I cry for daily. Amen.
I wake up very early most days. This morning I work up needing a message about today. I did an ask and ye shall find. Paul is helping me today to recognize the reality of what it feels like to be persecuted. It’s one thing to say you are a Christian. It’s another thing to know you’ve been to Heaven, to have spent time with Jesus, and to see visions and be asked to write them down. This puts me in the category with Paul in terms of danger and dealing with those who want to silence me. I get asked almost daily if I feel I’m in danger. To the outside world, probably so. However, I am walking with the knowledge of what Heaven is like and knowing Jesus protects me whether I am here or in Heaven, so I walk without fear. It’s a glorious way to live. Amen.
Good ole Ned texted me yesterday. He also reached out to my son. They always coordinate. Always. Like clockwork. Back channels. I won’t answer. Tully monitors the Launching Pad phone bill like a demon looking to pounce. I won’t answer. Let’s see what happens. Ned always calls tully to make him mad and tells him I’m running off with him and this makes Tully lose his mind. Last time this happened tully stormed over to my house and jerked the gate open and started screaming at me that I was with Ned and I had been texting him. I had to calm him down and let him know nothing is happening and show him my phone texts that were months old and was me asking Ned if he is CIA. No response of course. But do is see this man drama I am going through? Ned reached out as a friend to help me with a vacation home he didn’t live in. I went there after Tully broke up with me in a rage and texted me a pic of my husband’s cross necklace on his kitchen counter telling me he was done with me. Got the evidence. After that day I texted Ned about his vacation home. No relationship. Just friends. Tully knew I was leaving because of his behaviour. He even helped me pack my car. He then got jealous and turned my phone off and came and picked up the car he helped me pack to get there. Much like the kinds of things he is doing to me now. More later. Here’s the hole left from the eye hook to the fence he jerked open. No didn’t call the cops. No I didn’t file a police report. I’m not a drama Queen. I am not afraid of Tully. He wants me to be. I am not afraid of the big bad Wolf in sheep’s clothing.
I am taking baby steps and leaps of faith this week. I am starting small and asking simple questions in person to law enforcement and making phone calls. I have a signed contract with a real estate agent to sell the New Lenox home. Tully reached out and found an agent to help us. We have an agreed price and we are now down to waiting on his signature that was due today at 12:00 noon. He says he had doctors appointments downtown all day. This may stem back to his announcement of health conditions on Facebook this year. I do know I have tried multiple in the past to help him navigate the health care plan he’s on. He told me members of his church who were in the medical field were going to get him right in to whatever he needed and I met with her at church when we attended once this year and she was reassuring him they could help. So that is good that he is well taken care of. I do need him to sign the contract he initiated with me and the agent so we can start the process of selling 1464 Creekside Court in New Lenox. Selling our jointly owned property was already being discussed. After the sale of the home I will be making basic changes to the Launching Pad into a museum and visitor Center only. I may convert the garage to concession, ice cream down the road. Tully has made it clear he wants no part in the operations of the Launching Pad therefore I am reworking this myself. He refuses to communicate directly with me about our personal real estate matters or the business. I have found this out via business partners of ours. This is highly unprofessional and after years of misinformation, slander, lies, and betrayal at the highest level I am forced to use my ability to write it down and my right to free speech. My financial life is under siege and I am speaking my peace. I want to insure the Gemini Giant is insured and protected and the Pad can remain open to visitors and travellers, and I am given only what I am entitled to within my rights. Tully and I paid cash for the Launching Pad. It is fully owned by me and that was fully agreed upon by Tully and all at closing. I will completely write a book about the financial history. I am asking the IRS for an audit because my conscious is fully clear and I have documented clear cut books as well as issues and grievances to file. Follow along if you want to. I’m in a position to get yakkity. I’m doing this online not for me, but for all those who are stuck in this horrific situation and have zero means to help themselves. The system has to change. It’s evil. God asked me to Write it Down. I obey only God and His Will. For more information please visit my Truth Social account Holly C Barker. Avoid Facebook and Twitter- they are operating under the leadership of the CIA and probably FBI- criminally.